I hadn't gotten a call from social security yet, so earlier today/yesterday my aunt took me to county office. After waiting forever to talk to someone I got some extremely infuriating news. That phone appointment that I was supposed to have back in January was actually scheduled in the system as in office appointment. I brought the letter with me and apparently whoever was supposed to send it out to me got the type of appointment wrong. So they lied to me that day when I called and they said someone had tried to call me. No one called because I was supposed to be in the damn office! They completely fucked my case up from day one apparently. The person I talked to didn't have the authority to set an appointment for me. Apparently someone should be calling me in the next week or so to set up an in office appointment for me and get it all expedited. Right now I'm almost ashamed to say I was born in this country with the way federal employees have been handling this. I'm more pissed off than ever now. I just hope everything gets straightened out and I actually hear from someone this time. So far all they've done is fuck up my case and lie to me about it. I really hope I get this after all the headaches I'm going through just trying to get an evaluation out of them. That's what sucks about this, I could finally get the evaluation and then get denied and all the hard work have been for nothing.
I just want to get it over with, which could have been the case by now if they hadn't screwed everything up so badly. I'm giving the waiting for a phone call approach one last try. If a week goes by and I hear nothing I'm going back to that office and will sit and wait as long as it takes to get the fucking manager out there to see me and make an appointment right then and there. I'm tired of this bullshit! I've heard people say different quite a few times, but I don't care. With the treatment I've gotten from the SSA lately, I feel like they don't care about me at all. I feel like I'm just a number to them. What little faith I had in my government is slowly eroding away. Sorry don't fucking cut it when their mistake is only consequential to me. I'll just be glad when the whole thing is over with, whether I get it or not.